I don't always get it right you know. Being a Mom is the hardest job there is. You get no pay no increases for a job well done no recognition and no thanks sometimes. You are expected to be perfect, on time, flawless in your dress sense. Have no life of your own and have nothing else to do but be there.

I sometimes wonder what else would I do. But then I stop and think I would not have it any other way. I did not get stuck with this life I chose it and I think I chose well.

I want to inspire people to live their dreams....

Every now and then you meet someone you just bond with. It can be like you have known them all along but really you just met them. Sometimes two souls just click and a new friendship is born. i met this lady one day at school after i made the decision that I was not going to be a loner her but i was going to make it my business to find great friends here. Look who I have found so far....

It has been along time since I have written anything here but just to bring you up to date with me. I am still committed to helping Melisa I will do so until I leave these shores. I have been stagnant though. I really have to fight to keep my focus. Very recently a friend died unexpectedly. I know we all have to go some time but it was one of those deaths that is so close you can almost taste it. I have been so heavy in heart and mind it has been really a struggle to move around. Still as they say life must go on and I do have my family who need me to be on top all the time.

I have been feeling though that I need someone who I can lay my burdens on who will look after me. I know God is always there. My eyes look so heavy.

Still I can focus on what I have to look forward to remember that tomorrow is not promised and making sure I make the most of today.

Today I will finish a quilt for a lady who has been a great support of the Melisa project. So enough about me and back the the whole reason this blogs exists.